The work is submitted at the lotus feet of " sai baba of shirdi and sri satya sai baba"who is a lighthouse to me ,buffeted by gales of ignorance and tossed here and there amidst the stormy shoals of my life.
The god who sets their life as an example for every human being,how to live their life.what action one should take,what qualities one should adopt.before i move further i introduce my self my name is sanjeev gadhok living in new delhi.My father late shri H.S. Gadhok shifted from Rawalpindi with his family.
Dear sai devotees sai baba hold my hand when i was 5year of age. before sharing my experiences i like to put one question in front of you " Is devotion should displayed or not "displaying your devotion is an good idea...?their are millions of sai devotees in all over the world.Being attached with baba for so many years i meet thousand of devotees i am writing sai experiences in my note book from so many years but not disclosed with everyone maybe the reason is i don't want to display my devotion or maybe i like introvert devotion. I visit many devotees home some ppl have big photo of baba in their home,some have a small photo's.Is putting sai photo in home makes us a sai devotee....? once satya sai baba said"put only one photo of mine but full your heart with full devotion"its means devotion in our heart is more important than having lots of sai photo's in home.My dear sai devotees sometimes i think that i am attached with baba from so many years "Is i am sai devotee" Is performing baba mangle sanaan,performing baba's arti makes me a sai devotee maybe or maybe not did i able to follow sai teachings in my life.chanting sai name is easy but following his teaching is very difficult. But our beloved sai is to humble,he always say chanting my name is more than enough. A single "NAMASKAR" will do everything.sai is so kind he never ask to perform any difficult formalities.As i said above baba hold my hand when i was just 5 years old.I went shimla to spent my summer vacations at my uncle place who was living in shimla from many years.His name is Shri HARKRISHAN LAL KHANNA.Khanna family is reputed family in shimla.The whole family is sai devotee from many years.I have seen many miracle in their home in shimla like vibhuti,sindoor,dryfruits coming from sai baba photo.On that particular time i unable to access the bliss of baba on khanna family but as time goes i understand the power of bhakti and feel how baba shower his blessings on his devotees.on my this visit i suffer from high fever its evening time i am suffering with 1.4 degree temperature on that time shimla is not so much developed less transport less hospitals.As the time goes every person in home get worried then my uncle start chanting name of baba in his home mandir.My dear sai devotees is not less than miracle a moment he start chanting sai naam jap my fever starts coming down after 1 hour with the help of sai vibhuti my temperature comes to normal and this is the beginning of sai relation
As time goes a sai nath showed his presence in my life many big and small incidence happens i start visiting to SHIRDI and PUTTAPURTHI.Standing in a Samadhi Mandir is just a golden experience the aura of sai statue is just you cannot express in words.Waiting in line in sai Kulwant Hall in Puttapurthi its like a heaven on the earth.
I remember the chain of dreams of baba in my life.I had a first dream of SATYA SAI BABA in year 1998.After coming from Puttapurthi [feb 1998] swami came in my dream and ask about how my career going on he ask me to change my profile and move his hand in the air and put in my forehead.After few days i left my job and start my own company.Second dream is in same year i saw i am sitting in sai Kulwant Hall he came close to me and told me that this is not good time for u and your family and ask me to visit Shirdi after few days i planned for Shirdi and went their to feel the bliss of Sai Baba.When i came back from Shirdi i had a dream of Shirdi Sai.I saw i enter into a big temple lots of snakes on the floor coming towards me inspite of that i straight walked towards baba statue.I bend down to perform Namaskar to him i touched baba feet a moment i stand up i saw baba statue moving.He stand up and hold my hand and take me towards main door no snakes moves and he told me no one can touch you because i am with you.The 4th dream is on April 2002 that change my life.Due to health problem doctor advise me for a blood test when report comes its clearly shows a blood sugar.I get tensed and straight went to sai temple i said baba i am already having a lots of problem now one more problem occurs and ask for the help.The same night i had a dream satya sai baba came and hold my hands in his hands and says i changed your life.The very next day when i went to doctor to show the reports he ask me to perform some more tests to clear whether this blood sugar is affecting my heart or lungs or any other body part.But as baba said he change my life 'YES' all the reports comes negative no blood sugar symptoms found in my further report when i discussed with my family and friends they said might be the first blood report was wrong then i also convinced with them.My dear sai devotees the same night i had a dream of SATYA SAI that i saw i am sitting in a row in sai Kulwant Hall he came to me and starts smiling and said you donot believe me you only believe in your family and friends the first report is also correct you are suffering with blood sugar but i change everything and he moves on,the people who visited Puttapurthi must know about the way devotees sitting in lines and how Swami moves in between the lines.He goes back to my left side of the row when he came back from right side i saw a Shirdi Baba comings towards me and smiling at me[today many people believe Satya Sai Baba is not a recarnation of Shirdi Baba]but i just want to say if u have a experience of divine baba then only you able to know i had many more experiences which proves atleast to me that Satya Sai is recarnation of Shirdi Sai it also indicated in Sai Sacharita when Shirdi Sai took MAHA SAMADHI then somebody told that baba already predicted that i will come after 8 years as we all know Shirdi Sai took Samadhi on 15th OCTOBER 1918 and Satya Sai baba born on 23rd NOVEMBER 1926.My dear sai devotees whether is Satya Sai or Shirdi Sai,SAI word is so powerful with chanting his name we can cross many big or small hurdles baba always open their heart for those who leave their Anger,Ego and Desires.now i take a break and will come with more sai experiences.May you feel bliss of sai all the time.
SAI RAM